What am I?, Answers on a postcard Options

[Balti]

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain you would not understand
This is not how I am.

What am I?

[Bub]

correct fen heres another close to my heart    
lol

Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
FLowers... presents..
And most of all,
A wedding ring.
He saw a sign for a stock car race
A Thousand dollar prize it read
He could get Laura on the phone,
So to her mother, Tommy Said,
Tell laura i love her
Tell laura i need her
Tell laura i may be late
Ive something to do that cannot wait
He drove his car to teh racing ground,
He was the youngest driver there
The crowd roare as the started the race
Around the track they drove at a deadly pace
Noone knows what happened that day,
How his car overturned in flames
but as they pulled in from the twisted wreck
with his dying breath they heard him say
Tell Laura i love her
Tell Laura i need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her,
Will never die
Now in the chaple where laura prays,
For her tommy who passed away
it was only for Laura, That he lived and died..

And thats all ur getting, I think im crying      
Bub