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post Apr 24 2002, 02:15 AM
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"everyone is so blurry... and everyone is so fake"

Puddle of Mudd - Blurry....

An illegal mp3... (Pipe down James)

As the song plays I think about our meeting... the link between CS players becomes a bond as we put names to faces...

and yet these faces have different 'real' names...

did it ever strike you that the people you repeatedly blow up/shoot/knife are actually real people?

Lucky enough to meet the few that turned up... an expected anxiety swept through my body as I got off the train... I was on this journey alone... and to meet perfect strangers who I know a little by voice and not much more...

it became all the more evident that I knew f*ck all about these people as it was Neils girlfriend who came to pick me up from the station...

As I walked straight past her.. I knew by instinct by the pace of her walk that she was looking for someone... as I dial Paul's phone and she picked up... it made perfect sense...

the seemingly hour long walk to the establishment where I would meet all the so called 'crew'... the anxiety a churning ball in my stomach..

but as I strolled through the evening streets... a comforting calmness overtook the anxiety... and the unknown almost felt common place..

As I worry about having no ID with me... we stroll into the pub...

looking around I find myself feeling a little too short against the majority...

as I'm leaded up to the people I've never met before...

the first thing I feel is the astonishment at these people actually existing... do not forget, I know these people through my computer...

i stroll up to the group... Paul is fecking tall... and Jason is equally so... I feel like even more of a dwarf...

but Paul looks older than his photo... and Jason (Koolcat) is not a 17 year old bloke like I expected...

Sam aka Squigs sits for the entire evening... just watching the people around her mold into a crowd... occasionally shouting a word or too in defence...

James aka Susan? is in the other group... the divided people who seem not part of the online posse... and yet contain Emmy and Meat? (maybe....) and Neil...

As Emmy moves more towards our group.., I look upon her as quite a beautiful creature.., tall and slender, pretty and witty... something inside me makes me look no further....

People seem to be leaving... Paul and Sam have to go home (damn driving/non-alcohol) and so Graham and Peter have to hitch the lift to the train station...

I find myself amongst James, Emmy, Neil & Naun... going to Neils place...

Air America is on... and as I and Neil polish off a bottle of wine.. I realise how pissed I am...


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post May 1 2002, 12:15 PM
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James i wont be able to look at you without thinking about that big turd, but wait looking at you alway reminds me of a big turd anyway  :D


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=LAW=HalOS   Online convergance   Apr 24 2002, 02:15 AM
LAW Lardy   And the moral of the story is HalOS fancies Emmy b...   Apr 24 2002, 06:54 AM
Sam   HalOS fancies Emmy, HalOS fanices Emmy :inlove: I...   Apr 24 2002, 07:34 AM
LAW Lardy   Everyone loves Emmy... :blush: Sam something for...   Apr 24 2002, 07:44 AM
Sam   Right, that's it, I officially do not like Lar...   Apr 24 2002, 07:51 AM
Frase   i dont fancy emmy at all  :blush:  ??? ...   Apr 24 2002, 08:24 AM
LAW Lardy   Didn't say dont find you attractive now though...   Apr 24 2002, 09:33 AM
=LAW=HalOS   I fancy Emmy?? News to me... oh and remind me not...   Apr 24 2002, 12:34 PM
Frase   usually when ur drunk the truth comes out so.........   Apr 24 2002, 12:40 PM
=LAW=HalOS   what have I started...  ???   Apr 24 2002, 12:41 PM
quaker   blame the drink , blame the drink  :p   Apr 24 2002, 01:09 PM
LAW Lardy   NOOOOOO Drink can not take the blame... Blame the ...   Apr 24 2002, 01:21 PM
Frase   watch it!!! ;)   Apr 24 2002, 01:31 PM
james   Damned kids and their music...   Apr 24 2002, 01:35 PM
Sam   Shawn - blissfully ignorant please. This thread i...   Apr 24 2002, 01:42 PM
Flibble   Any how back to the subject: Ther world of online...   Apr 24 2002, 01:54 PM
quaker   sshhh sam , were busy blaming kids & music , skate...   Apr 24 2002, 01:56 PM
quaker   dam , flib got there first  :(   Apr 24 2002, 01:59 PM
Flibble   took me half an hour to write all that :D Had to...   Apr 24 2002, 02:13 PM
james   Damned kids and their music...   Apr 24 2002, 02:17 PM
Frase   hey  :angry: i like my music!  :musi...   Apr 24 2002, 02:20 PM
LAW Lardy   damn kids with there beep bop and woo wooo whooopy...   Apr 24 2002, 04:33 PM
=LAW=HalOS   Aren't we all?   Apr 24 2002, 04:49 PM
Frase   hey, funnily enough the nearest thing to a skatebo...   Apr 24 2002, 05:02 PM
56mm   u really couldnt have got that more wrong lardy. t...   Apr 24 2002, 05:35 PM
Frase   you sayin im not normal?!  ???   Apr 24 2002, 05:57 PM
56mm   oops      erm, im.... pissed! ...   Apr 24 2002, 07:50 PM
Frase   well lardy will jus use the line "kids" he's ...   Apr 24 2002, 09:47 PM
=LAW=HalOS   rumour has it... Lardy is a machine ;)   Apr 24 2002, 10:23 PM
Frase   like u sed, rumours! :p   Apr 24 2002, 10:48 PM
56mm   rofl   Apr 25 2002, 07:19 AM
LAW Lardy   LOL - pesky kids... you only have more pulling pow...   Apr 25 2002, 10:04 AM
56mm   wow u are 1 bitter cunt lardy!   Apr 25 2002, 12:06 PM
Janette   Aren't they all? †??? Apart from mine of cours...   Apr 25 2002, 12:15 PM
Janette   Just trying to lighten the mood - thats all ...   Apr 25 2002, 12:22 PM
Emily   well i say, just spent a good while reading this f...   Apr 25 2002, 12:29 PM
LAW Lardy   You paint a pretty picture nette ;) 56, Yep... bu...   Apr 25 2002, 01:17 PM
quaker   so thats where i left that giant toberlone bar ...   Apr 25 2002, 01:20 PM
LAW Lardy   quaker paints a pettier picture though :)   Apr 25 2002, 01:28 PM
Janette   OK maybe chocolate wasn't the best flavour i c...   Apr 25 2002, 01:58 PM
LAW Lardy   yeah but banana flavour doesn't leave much for...   Apr 25 2002, 02:00 PM
james   And if I suggest Bus Depot flavour I will certainl...   Apr 25 2002, 02:01 PM
Janette   James!!!!!!!  :an...   Apr 25 2002, 02:03 PM
james   sorry  :blush:   :D   Apr 25 2002, 02:17 PM
Frase   bah, too many private jokes!  :(   Apr 25 2002, 02:37 PM
paul   Did anyone see the football............Coulda kill...   Apr 25 2002, 03:04 PM
quaker   maybe thats where the echo came from !!...   Apr 26 2002, 08:40 AM
Frase   ??? Too many private jokes  ???   Apr 26 2002, 09:05 AM
james   No it's like we are infering that she - .... O...   Apr 26 2002, 09:27 AM
Frase   o.................k.............. :blush:   Apr 26 2002, 09:48 AM
LAW Lardy   well I dont care about Nette's reputation, she...   Apr 26 2002, 11:22 AM
quaker   i wonder how long it would take a toblerone bar to...   Apr 26 2002, 12:07 PM
LAW Lardy   is that assisted or unassisted melting ?? :devil: ...   Apr 26 2002, 01:46 PM
Alex   It depends if they have a fridge in there. (the Bu...   Apr 26 2002, 01:57 PM
Janette   What the hell are you implying?  :( As if i...   Apr 26 2002, 02:06 PM
Alex   That 'On the Buses' was never actually fun...   Apr 26 2002, 03:21 PM
quaker   how do you melt nutty bits lardy ? :p   Apr 26 2002, 04:35 PM
quaker   alex , i want a report on my desk by monday mornin...   Apr 26 2002, 04:40 PM
LAW Lardy   make that a hairy pie chart ;)   Apr 26 2002, 04:52 PM
Frase   sick sick minds, worse than us "kids"  :p   Apr 26 2002, 04:58 PM
56mm   done in a bus station, must try that some time :D   Apr 26 2002, 05:54 PM
womble   Quaker I think we should have some photographic ev...   Apr 26 2002, 09:19 PM
Phat Lizard   /me burns his planeticket to england you guys r sc...   Apr 26 2002, 11:07 PM
Alex   Mission aborted! I repeat. Mission aborted...   Apr 29 2002, 03:14 PM
Frase   that is jus too fuckin sick, nette i hope your ok ...   Apr 29 2002, 03:29 PM
Alex   Too sick? My work here is done.   Apr 29 2002, 03:39 PM
michael   Note to moderator: Please ban me from viewing this...   Apr 29 2002, 06:13 PM
quaker   if you forgot to remove the cardboard that would b...   Apr 30 2002, 07:34 AM
Janette   Right thats it!!  Please can we stop ...   Apr 30 2002, 10:05 AM
Alex   Japs eye eh? I dont think a toblerone would be pra...   Apr 30 2002, 11:47 AM
Janette   Taxi's on it's way too!!   Apr 30 2002, 12:05 PM
Frase   Any Time Nette!  :) And people say tha...   Apr 30 2002, 12:14 PM
Janette   That's exactly why i love him so  :)   Apr 30 2002, 12:48 PM
paul   Well it certainly aint cos he is rich or well endo...   Apr 30 2002, 12:52 PM
quaker   mmm chopsticks ehhh  could be interesting as ...   Apr 30 2002, 02:21 PM
Alex   Well i've just spent my lunchbreak with a smal...   Apr 30 2002, 02:52 PM
Janette   You won't feel it after a while!!...   Apr 30 2002, 03:42 PM
=LAW=HalOS   Anyone remember how this thread started? And how ...   Apr 30 2002, 04:30 PM
=LAW=Popple   well i cant tell you how it started but i can tell...   Apr 30 2002, 05:19 PM
Frase   this thread was started by u hal pissed up as alwa...   Apr 30 2002, 05:31 PM
Emily   halos i do believe one of my forums got up to 16 p...   Apr 30 2002, 05:53 PM
Murray   on the subject of long, i wonder what the longest ...   Apr 30 2002, 07:13 PM
james   In Florida I once had a turd which was out of the ...   Apr 30 2002, 09:39 PM
Flibble   I think you may find that you actually swallowed a...   Apr 30 2002, 09:43 PM
quaker   james , your famous for your ubend busters mate . ...   May 1 2002, 07:25 AM
paul   I've always said he was full of shit   :p...   May 1 2002, 07:55 AM
james   Fun you!  :D   May 1 2002, 08:03 AM
Alex   Its amazing how smoothly the subject of this threa...   May 1 2002, 11:24 AM
paul   Alex - Im confused now  ???  :blush:   May 1 2002, 12:17 PM
Emily   Sorry you know i love you  :inlove: and that ...   May 1 2002, 12:18 PM
quaker   why is alex using a picture of james as hia avater...   May 1 2002, 12:31 PM
Janette   Paul - you're confused!! Well i'm...   May 1 2002, 12:34 PM
paul   /me runs in and clears all innocent by standers ou...   May 1 2002, 12:35 PM
Alex   He can't look like Dale Winton AND a turd can ...   May 1 2002, 12:36 PM
paul   /me pushes Alex back in the room and locks the doo...   May 1 2002, 12:38 PM
james   Why is Jon bleeding profusely from the hid? Muthaf...   May 1 2002, 12:39 PM
Janette   LOL  :D  :D  :D  This thread c...   May 1 2002, 12:40 PM
=LAW=HalOS   Is there anyway in which this forum can be fitted ...   May 1 2002, 12:47 PM
Alex   Lets have a look at those big money balls............   May 1 2002, 12:50 PM
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